She's here...

The long awaited arrival of my "revitalizer" had come to an end. The unique air purifying + aromatherapy instrument did not disappoint. In the looks department she looks extremely sensuous with her generous curves and crazy hair-do. And boy, did she make a few heads turn and wallets pop out. In the effectiveness department, she didn't disappoint. She gushed out clean air - noticeably better, cleaner air.

This air revitalizing system's unique air cleaning process harnesses the inherent purification properties of water and the natural anti-bacterial qualities of essential oils, to literally wash the air clean. It also has the effect of working as an ioniser, converting positive ions in the air into negative ions, with great benefits to the way you feel. And, unlike most other ionisers, it won't mark your walls.

Kickass, wot?

:D

Give and Take

This business of give and take hasn't really worked in my favor. Because, I've always given, and when I signal to the fact that I would like a little bit back, all I get is stony, stoic silence - Indifferent to pain, to my emotions, to how I'm feeling...

I don't, all the time, want a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes, most of the time, I just need to vent. Because, I know time is the greatest healer of all pain, and pent up emotions only continue scarring. But, NO.

All I'm left with is a broken heart and torn up emotions.

She Can

Separation is always painful - but, at the same time, is an occasion to rejoice and celebrate some independence in the knowing that 'you can'. Today, Meghana Bhat - my mentor, my friend, my 'bitch-master', my everything in the office, will quit. It is, I hope, an affirmation of her trust in me and my abilities and obviously, an implication that it is time for her to move on and do her thing, because 'she can' .

Meghana has and will continue to be one helluva mind-numbingly-creative maverick, who will try anything once, and everything good, many times over. Her sense of direction and her sense of clarity on issues ranging from a lousy brief to a dollop of ice-cream will be missed, and dearly at that.

With that being said, I salute my mentor, and will now connect with her and plan on how we can manage to take the ride home together. Who said gossip was bad?

Hugs,
Jonathan

Alive

“I want to feel passion,
I want to feel pain.
I want to weep at the
sound of your name.
Come make me laugh,
come make me cry…
just make
me feel alive.”

- Joey Lauren Adams

Chasing Amy



thanks Dhiraj ...

Maybe?

KAPASI mixer grinder
J.E. SHAH Masala powder
WIZCRAFT spark plugs & motors
FOUNTAINHEAD plumbers
Infosys Xerox and Cyber Cafe
Walmart Pesticides
Wipro Bathrobes
Aesthetix ass-wipes
Sukh Sagar Pure Veg. Restorant
Google Circus
KPMG Shipping
Delloite Cleaning Services & Toiletries
Maxtron Action Figures

<*will be adding more*>

maybe?

rants.

I have never felt so distant and vague in my entire life. I feel nagged. I feel as if everyone around me isn't trying as hard as I am. Or is it me? I feel all caged up. I feel like as if i am making too many silent mistakes - mistakes that put me in slices of life that I don't want to be in.


I feel as if everything is going around in a circle. My life's literally, repetition personified. I know, well, most of the time I know what my next moment going to shape up to be. I know what she's going to say. What he's going to do. What my emails are going to say. When i'm going to get my cup of coffee. I JUST KNOW.

There are no surprises. There's no excitement. There is absolutely no reward. THERE IS REMUNERATION - But, that is only a means to an end. Where's that "identity"? Where is the core of my spirit? The core of a man's spirit comes from new experiences - and I don't have any. I used to. Now, I don't.

I have a creative job - one that is supposed to stimulate me, excite me, make my mind orgasm with creative bliss and divine freedom - but, alas, it's just not cutting it.

They talk about convergence, diverse markets, B2B, servicing, cross platform, integration, and the like. But, what they forget that all of "THAT", was already done to death. They don't realize that it's not about "THEM" anymore, it's about "EVERYONE". For me, half a revolution just isn't working.

... change fully or rot completely.

Firefox Download Day 2008

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Peace,
PlasticGunner ^_^